Chances With A Package

Teacher :
Good Morning boys and girls, i'm your substitute teacher, Mr. Buckwortthe topic Fo' today is, what you wanna be when you grow upyou, over there in the jean shirt, what you wannabe when you grow up?
Student 1 :
i wanna be a police officer
Teacher :
alright, that's a pretty good profession,you over there in that black shirt what you wanna be when you grow?
Student 2 : i wanna be a fire man
Teacher :alright, that's a pretty good profession too you, back there in those frenchbraids, what's yo name?
Student 3 : my name is Snoop
Teacher : alright Snoop, what you wanna be when you grow up?
Student 3 : i wanna be a motherfuckinhustla, ya betta ask somebody

This is a lyrics i took from one of snoop dogg song. If im not mistaken, the first time i heard this song is around 1994. The reason i choose this song for my blog is not because of the singer or anything, but the meaning of the lyric is what attract me the most.

What u want to be when you grow up??
Or what u want to do when you finish your study?This is the most popular question when you come to my age. Actually, this type of question make me mad sometimes. Older people keep on asking what we want to do when we gow up,but seriously, do they really care about it?i think NOT. They keep tell you to study hard but they never really want to know what u want to do. This is what im trying to say..

Ask your self, what u really want to be? Ask me?? i really wanted to be a musician since i involved in music since im in form 3 and i think im good at it..;p But now, i have to forget my dreams due to my family financial problems and many other things. Now i have to go with the flows, do what my family and most of our community wanted to. A job with large amount of salary. Still we have to do things that we don't like. Shame on us.

Currently i am doing my Higher National Diploma in Electronics Engineering at Kolej Kemahiran Tinggi Mara. I am doing a course that i didn't know what it is about and i really2 don't like physics while i am in secondary school.;p It is a 3 years course and the last semester is semester 5 since the 6th semester is industrial training which i attend now. Thank God I have manage to finish it with a total of average CGPA which make me never thought in my mind of continuing my study. Eventhough my CGPA is not that bad, studying in Electronics course alomost make me become nuts..;p

From my survey, a diploma holder in Malaysia have the highest salary of Rm2300. According to my 'almost nuts head' statistic, with a salary of 2300, sure you cannot kawen maa. So, if i dont want to continue my study, i have to find a better job with a better salary..

So i have go here and there to find which position suites me well, ask everyone opinion on my status and i got many conclusion. Some are good and some are bad. Then maybe because i have almost hit my head on the wall, Gods gave me a way. My eldest brother came and gave me an offer which came with a package(dillema).(they are not sold separately)

So, here comes the dillema. My eldest male siblings is once a marine engineer (currently a lecturer at politeknik ungku omar perak). To help his own blood line, he had offer me a job with a goooooooooood salary that attract me most. While i was crushing my nerv system on thinking what im going to do, he shown up with the idea.

The idea is,i have to work as an electrician on a ship. It is mean that i have to stay at the sea for quite sometimes and become a seaman. Whoooaaa, its not an easy job to let go your life on land. No clubbing, no illegal car race, no rempit-ing.Haha. Let go of your life and become popeye the sailorman.tuuttuut.

Hmm. That is the thing that keep on playing in my mind. Whether i should go for it or not. If anyone could help me with the answer then give me a call. I am pleased to here it.=) Until the next post. Bubbyee...